January 2011
63 posts
i thought you actually cared...
so like 2 weeks ago i lost my best friend…… and it hurt beyond words…. i was so upset.
all i wanted to do was cry all the time…. but i didnt because i did everything i could… and it still didnt work.
but you said you would always be my friend and now you arent and im so confused as to why? what did i do wrong?
“I give up…”
So theres a 30% chance it's already raining.
Tonight I had do much fun. Playing games, girly chats and just generally laughing. But now I come home and all I can think of is you. And how I miss you and how that was suppose to be us in a couple of years time. But something terrible happened a while ago. And now I’m without you. I list my best friend a few months ago. And i dont think I’ll ever get over it. Can I have him back?...
“confused.com”
tuesday = a day with people i love
OMG I seriously can not wait for Tuesday. It’s going to be such a good day. I get to spend the day with two of the best people ever. Not only are they both great friends, but they are pretty much my family as well.
I always have such good times when I am with them. So Tuesday is going to be great. It’s going to be a happy day :) yay! I can not wait! I LOVE THEM BOTH <3
“the worst thing is…. i still love you when all i want to do is hate you”
angry isnt even the half of it
I AM SO OVER THIS! i’m fucked off, i’m pissed, i’m upset.
I want to cry but i wont because it seems like you just arent worth it.
I thought you were…. you always have been but not now. not after you treat me like this! Fuck it and FUCK YOU!
I’m done….. you want it, you better come crawling back.
the worst thing is…. i want to do something just to get...
hiding behind my closed curtains
it’s like i can be as happy as i want when im with other people, but as soon as i’m alone i cant even smile.
i try so hard, but i cant get you off my mind.
what are you doing?
how are you feeling?
basically i miss you. but do you miss me?
love aint no walk in the park
i’m not giving up on you…
you might think i am or that im going to but you can dream on….
you can try and push me away but it wont work.
you may not be replying to my emails… but today there was progress, even if you dont see it like that.
i’m always going to be here for you. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR HEAD!
I happen to love you whether you like it or not, whether i...
if only you could see that i dont want him, i just dont want him with you. And i’m not the only one. Truth is you might be the only one who wants him with you.
and not wanting him to spend time with other girls, with me. what does that say? that says you dont trust him… and what has he ever done not to have your trust?
one day, hopefully soon, he’ll figure it out.
“YOU dont deserve him!”
Remember me as a Time of Day
Haley: “Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott”. Lucas wrote this in the 8th grade. I remember him talking about her constantly and not just in the 8th grade, in the 9th grade, in the 10th grade, in the 11th grade and finally in our Junior Year, Lucas gathered the courage and talked to Peyton for the first time, right here at this lake, and she was a b*tch. He said “Haley, I...
talk to me....
this is killing me….
i’ve spent most of the day crying.
crying cos i didnt get to say goodbye
crying becasue you didnt get to say goodbye
crying because all i want to do is be there for you
crying because of how this will affect you, your mum and the rest of your family.
crying because i know you will push me away
crying because i hate knwoing the fact that you arent dealing...
LOST WITHOUT YOU
ok so the truth is…..
I MISS YOU!
I LOVE YOU!
AND I WANT US BACK!
I WANT YOU BACK!
but the you i fell in love with, the you that is my best friend.
i want my best friend back. my best friend who over the last few months seem to go missing…. but he was deep down inside of you somewhere. I want him back. Let him surface again.
You are all i ever think about when i go to sleep at...
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU!”
“Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know...”
